hear you me

just came back from my 4th trip from hawaii last night and being back in california has never left such a bitter taste in my mouth.  everyone always asks why i’m in love with hawaii and it’s much more than the place.  it’s what it represents.  my sister, my niece, my soul all reside there and i’ve never felt more at home in any other place.  yesterday i beat the record and cried a total of 6 times.  it hurts to leave a place where i belong to a place where a false exterior is my dress attire.  i count down the days until i’m back again.

Gone To Hawaii! Be back next Monday.  No poems for now, maybe some word spew and photos to make you jelly. ;)

I want to go here. asap.

check out my friend patrick’s blog. He’s clever, witty, and has broad shoulders. nuff said.

p.s. GO FUCK YOURSELF

jewish boys are my weakness.

my rose coloured glasses have never left me so blind.

i want to give up.  you make me tired.